I.D.L.I.P by I.M.A.GO

Neither away nor asleep
Dwell somewhere in between
Neither someone or something
Be it life alone
I walk it like a park
Half real, half fancy

A million tonight
A million to fight
A million to light
A million is right

Chorus:

Yonder wails on my sleeve
In the arms of make-believe
Sleep will set you free
In the arms of make-believe
In the arms that let me be

Abide by a dreamer's flight
Cheater misfit on high
Alone in the landscapes
Periwinkle skies
A worried pretender passes me by

A million tonight
A million to light
A million to fight

Bullshit Happiness…

You cannot define happiness in one word.. Not a simple sentence either. Sometimes you need lots of self-actualization just to know if you’re really happy. Not just because you laughing’ you can already say that your really into it.

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I was so disappointed knowing that the person you wanted to buildup in a right place in a good manner doesn’t cooperates… Although it’s not my real business, I’m just doing this as a gratitude to my papa [tito] and parent’s for every single cent they’ve spent for college.

Every single day I spent in fucking nursing class just for the benefits of other is a total shit! In fact all my dreams are being wasted because of being "mabait at maintindihin".

Damn life! I sacrifice everything just for the others and yet all my efforts were all just nothing at the end.

Oh really Thanks to yah!

whoa!

I havent notice na di pala aq nakauwi sa iloilo… shax! i miss my couz so much. i miss my grandpa and the old house.. i miss the sea that was very hospitable to me.. hehehehehe! everytime i swim the water was so calm and clean.. tapos tambayan pa namin un.. xempre bisyo time! hay naku.. and i also missed the night-out and d’ disco. naman! miss those guys na makukulit pero astigin at over protective.. [xempre mga pinsan mo ba naman e]..

as i remember before i get back here last yr’s summer i fought with a gay who used to be a bro of my aunt’s husband. e kung di ba naman xa sira e.. san rafael’s girl ang kinaaway nya. he’s mad at me dahil lang sa mga lalake.. dahil daw ang arte q.. ang iksi ng damit q.. hell he cares?! in the first place lahat dun e relatives q.. san aq lulugar? i miss those times i teased him that jehan is already my bf… hahahahaha! he looks like a train and a hot pot nearly to whistle!

nyweiz.. need to be good girl.. kasi naman.. basta.. till nxt tym nlng…

Whaahay..

Packs of eyebugs trown in my face.. duh! malamang 4 days aq walang pasok and ang ginagawa q lang is mag computer ng mag computer.. i think mali ang set ng body clock q. nagigising aq ng madaling araw e minsan di na q nakakatulog. weird!

im so tired na and got lots of things to do pa.. grabe naman.. i hope im not getting back to be insomniac. and now as of 7:04 in the morning inaantok na q.. mya mya tulog na q and magigising ng 1 pm. naman! may nagawa pa kaya aq nun? my system are all bugdown. i want tons of coffee with lots of creamer!! anybody can do it for me???

tomorrow 1:30 pm pa pasok q till 8.. pagod na naman pero masaya. kasi di mainit umuwi kaso ngarag ka nga lang. pag uwi mo minsan di kn kakain- tulog na kagad.

no fones, no txting and halos walang lakwatsa.. pero computer xempre meron.. hehehehehe.. cge sulat pa me ulet..

hay naku…. sobrang nakakatawa ang mga pangyayari ngaiong araw na toh… imagine nag administration kami kanina sa NCM 100 class.. as usual katakot-takot kasi first time namin lahat na mag iinject sa tao.

sayang nalate aq at di tuloy aq nakapag volunteer.. ayoko naman sa gluteal no! ipapakita q parte ng pwet q?? hell no! si Crystal ang kapartner q [isa sa mga adik].ok naman kasi mejo matino naman ang babaeng un.. at ayan na! its our turn for retdem. kabado lahat! paranoid. hinanda na namin ung mga seringe. 3 3cc at isang tuberculin para sa ID {intradermal}.

shemay! di namin maibigay ang 1/8 yellow paper. kinakabahan kami at masakit pa puson ni Tal. Nanuod muna kami sa mga nauna.. good thing nauna sina the at tess. pinanuod namin…. SHOCKZ!!!!! si ithess! daming tusok.. kinakabahan kasi si the e… kaya naka tatlong tusok sya sa intra dermal.. masakit kasi distilled water lang ang gamit namin wala kaming NaCl. masakit daw! grabe nanginginig ang kamay ni the. pero nakaraos naman sila.

kinabahan kami ni tal. di muna kami pumila dun. nanuod kami sa SC {subcutaneous}.. nyeta! si Leo at Deo ang nag ppractical… ibinitin ni Leo ung seringe habang naka saksak sa braso ni Deo.. katakot! at eto pa.. nung si Deo naman ang mag iinsert, siguro dahil sa sakit at kaba habang naka kabit pa e si Leo na ang humila… -ng braso nya paalis sa karayom! anak ng putakte! sumunod na kami.. bahala na..

aq daw ang mauunang tusukan sanay naman aq dahil batang laboratory aq. ok lng na mejo nakakakaba dahil pareho kami na di marunong ika nga first timer kami! edi sige di na ko tumingin dahil baka pag nakita q lang na kinakabahan ang kapartner q e kabahan din aq. edi hintay naman q.. ang tagal. mya mya ay hinawakan na ni tal ang braso q.. sabi q "tal higpitan mo para wala aqong maramdaman." di nya ginawa. nag hintay nlng aq.

mya mya ay.. ayun naramdaman q na ang karayum. ok naman kahit ramdam q ung bawat dinadaanan ng karayum… kaya naman ang sakit [infact nakakatuwa nga ang feeling e parang masakit na namamanhid.] the next thing ko na naramdaman e ung distilled H2o syet! ang sakit.. ang hapdi. pero kaya parin tiisin. sabi nila ang dami daw ininject sakin… at palagay q nga ay oo dahil ramdam q un na pabilog. mejo bumigat ang braso q. pero ok lang.. nung aq na binawasan q ung tubig [.5 cc kasi dapat e ginawa q nlng na .2 or .3 cc para di masaktan si tal] sandali lang ang pagtusok q..

natapos din kami sa SC. may 3 pang natitira… sa Sat namin itutuloy….

another survey

You are…(looks)
[ ] tall
[x] in between
[ ] short

[ ] blonde
[ ] redhead
[ ] brunette
[x] black

[ ] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold/gray eyed
[x] black-eyed
[x] glasses
[ ] contacts

[ ] braces
[ ] freckles
[x] piercing(s)
[ ] tatoos

[x] long hair
[ ] short hair
[ ] med. Hair

Your nationality includes…
[ ] chinese
[ ] indian
[ ] taiwanese
[ ] japanese
[ ] nicoya
[ ] puerto rican
[ ] chicana
[ ] italian
[ ] scottish
[x] filipino
[ ] dutch
[ ] french
[ ] German
[ ] Irish
[ ] Greek
[ ] Portuguese
[x] Hispanic
[ ] polish
[ ] korean
[ ] jamacian
[ ] canadian
[ ] lithuanian
[ ] Native American
[ ] Russian
[ ] British
[ ] African
[ ] Other
[ ] Australian

Your favorite color(s) are?
[x] red
[ ] pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[x] green
[ ] blue
[x] white
[ ] silver
[x] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange
[ ] gray

Some sports/physical things you have done?
[ ] football
[ ] cheerleading
[x] dancing
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] soccer
[ ] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[ ] rugby
[ ] softball
[x] wrestling
[x] gymnastics
[ ] track/cross country
[x] Basketball
[ ] baseball
[ ] golf
[ ] playing in the mud
[x] playing music
[x] hiking
[x] camping
[x] horseback riding
[ ] marching band
[ ] Skateboarding

Your personality is sometimes…
[x] annoying
[x] talkative
[x] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[x] bubbly
[x] spazzy often
[x] fun loving
[x] laid back
[x] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird

The music you like is?
[ ] rap…
[x] rock
[x] pop
[ ] country
[ ] hiphop
[x] r&b
[x] slow jams
[ ] Christian
[x] classical
[x] techno
[x] oldies
[ ] punk
[x] Metal
[x] reggae
[x] Goth
[ ] Latin

The pets you have are?
[ ] cat
[x] dog
[x] lizard
[x] rat
[ ] ferret
[ ] rabbit
[x] fish
[x] other

Clothes you like to wear are?
[x] plain tshirts
[x] sweatshirts
[ ] stockings
[ ] high heels
[x] sneakers
[x] jeans
[x] pajama pants
[x] boxers
[x] underwear
[ ] dresses
[ ] mini skirts
[ ] long skirts
[x] watches
[x] necklace
[x] hoop earring(s)
[x] toe socks
[x] flip flops
[x] halter tops
[x] stilletos
[ ] band shirts
[x] shorts
[ ] skate clothes

How do you like to wear your hair?
[ ] down
[x] ponytail
[x] pigtails
[x] messy bun
[x] half ponytail
[x] scrunched/curly
[ ] bun
[ ] crimped
[x] with a bandana
[ ] French braids
[ ] lots of little braids
[ ] Gel
[ ] Hat
[x] messy (bed head)
[ ] Fohawk
[ ] SIDE SWEEP

You eat?
[x] dessert
[x] meat
[ ] diet stuff
[x] healthy foods
[x] junk foods
[x] a lot of carbs
[x] lots of meat
[x] salad
[x] seafood

A typical friday night…
[ ] mall with your friends
[ ] partying
[ ] watching movies
[ ] going to the club
[x] staying home
[ ] babysitting and getting money
[x] hanging out w/ my friends
[ ] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] working while your friends are out having fun!
[ ] going to gigs with your friends
[x] other

Currently you are…
[ ] in a relationship
[xxxxxxxx] single and lovin it
[ ] crushing
[ ] single and looking for someone
[ ] just broke up. . . and so sad about it.
[ ] sexually confused

Online, you use:
[ ] lol
[ ] sup
[x] =D
[ ] lmao
[ ] stfu
[ ] ty
[ ] jk
[ ] ttyl
[ ] lylas/lylab
[ ] g2g
[ ] ^^
[ ] T_T

Did you like this survey?
[ ] yeah
[ ] no!
[ ] it was ok
[x] it was something to do

Sembreak na!!

Sembreak is now going on…

Pagkatapos ng madugong exam sa Ana-Physio, Soc6, Statistics at SHT nakaraos din ang BSN 2y3-18. Lahat kami ay tuliro sa kakaisip kung ano pwedeng maisagot sa mga tanong na walang kasagutan. Sobrang saya mag sagot lalo na’t wala kang pakealam kung babagsak ka.. within 20 min tapos mo na ung isang exam esp Eng 3 at Lit 3.. hehehehe! [yabang]

well, kala mo naman tapos na ang kalbaryo… April 7 kuhaan ng grades.. haaaayy anu kaya?? pasado kaya kami o hindi? ang masaklap…

PANO KUNG AKO LANG HINDI NAKAPASA SAMING APAT??!! SAAAAAAAAKKKKKKLLLAAAPPP!!!!

HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUH

DENTAL MISSION!

Paging paging Sec. of Health- Dr. Duque, MD, MSc aprubahan nyo na ung request q??! pwish???

Gumawa kami ng project proposal sa HCL2 para sa community service.. edi nung una parang wala lang.. ung example kasi ni Mam ung last sem nyang project.. sponsored sila ng Wyeth at Unilab kaya la masyado ginastos.. well. inggit naman kami.. sosyal sila.

kami payabangan naman.. wyeth lang? unilab lang? hehehehe.. pero la naman kami naiisip.. tagal ng pasawayan namin.. lately lang napansin na Mommy ni Tal dentista.. ayos! tapos ang usapan.. ang tangi naming problema nun ay gamot at anesthisia.. well feeling namin di kami mapipili.. magastos kasi un..

defend time: blah! blah! blah! mejo magastos nga at konti lang maseserbisyohan.. haaaaayy…

Classroom: may napili na si mam.. malungkot kami kasi ang alam namin maganda nga ang proposal pero imposible………….!!!!!! KAMI NGA ANG NAPILI!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! ANG SAYA!

after class, punta kami ni The sa hospital para sa oral exam q..[xempre nag lakwatsa muna kami sa SM] after dentista lumapit si Mami Dhel! ayun sulat daw kami sa DOH! xa na daw bahala.. ayos! case closed! nung una kay Dra. Oliveros lang e.. ok na rin un.. kakilala nila nanay kasi dating kasamahan nila sa hospi un.. biglang may tumawag sa lab..!!! shemai! sosyalan na toh!! kay Sec. Duque na daw itutuloy ung sulat! lahat daw ng kailangan sabihin lang para incase na mag bibigay/maaprubahan wala nang problema!

wahahahahahaha! ang ganda namin talaga! kaso apat lang kaming active.. [Me, The, Tal at Thess] pero masaya! sana matuloy! mwuah!

[san kp?? Sec. of Health yan ha??! oh ha?? hehehehehe (yabang!)]

PAzaWaI part II

HLC2- kwentuhan 2 da max, txting, kulitan while project proposal meeting.. hehehe! e tinopak aq! nakita q ung plastic na centipede. nakita un ng iba qong ka-member maliban kay Crystal.. edi bumubulong aq sa iba na "baka tumili! baka tumili!" pero natadjakan aq ng demonyo sabay harap kay Crystal…

"Tal! wag kang titili ha?"- sabay hagis kagad! AYUN! tumili nga ng sobrang lakas… natakot.. natigilan ung ibang klasmeyt q at ask naman ng terror prof q.."sinu ung parang iniihaw jan??" sabay tawa aq at sabing "tal sinu daw iniihaw??" hehehehe… sumagot aq ng..

"-mam! nahulog lang po ung bag na may celphone!" ayun lusot! hehehehehe…

GRUPONG PASAWAY TALAGA! mwuah!

Star City on d’ Go!

Saturday~ january 28 as of 8:00 pm nasa star city na me.. libre kze me ni The ng VIP [unlimited rides]. 50% discount un kaya 125 lang binayaran nya. Tnx 2 yah! well, ang saya! lowbatt si the… so ang tagal bago kami nagkita.. after several minutes, nagkita kami at nakapasok. hinanap namin ang kuya Marjay nya.. hehehehe some kinda kyutie and also si journey! ang kyut ng bata and gusto nya na kagad sumama sakin kahit first day.

humiwalay kami ni the at naki-join sa mahabang pila ng cyclon loop. Hinanap muna ni the ung parents nya while nakapila mo. tagal nya bago makabalik dahil malapit na me sa loob.. then to the last minute dumating si the and shocking! si Kuya Marjay sumama… sya naman daw! abah abah abah! nauna pa samin sa pila. astig din kasama un..

after cyclon loop, punta kami sa the mummy! actually, natatakot aq.. oo natatakot aq di dahil sa horror xa kundi di ko makita ang dadaanan q.. bulagis kasi me e. kaya todo kapit kay The pero pinag tripan q lang xa.. hehehehe… pinipigilan q xa maglakad pag lam q na may lalabas o mahuhulog na props dun.. todo tili xa! ang saya!

lastly, peter pan.. wala lang sober nakakatakot un! wla nga kami ginawa kundi mag piktyuran lang.. nag pasaway pa kami! pasok ng pasok sa mga restricted area para mag picture lang.. sobrang corny!!

naubus na kasi ang oras namin kakapila e.. halos di umuusad ung pinilahan naming wild river at flying carpet.. kaya di namin na try. imagine???

labas na kami ng star city.. uminom ng taho sponsored by Kuya Marjay at The. after that, hanap na kami ng taxi pauwi d2 sa bahay. ang akala lang namin ni the hatid lang nila q.. pero pag dating malapit na sa malabon nag decide si kuya Marjay na diretso xa Navotas. d2 na daw ma2log si The. ok naman kasi dami namin plano… pero di xa pinayagan ng Daddy nya.. ayun hinatid namin si The sa kanto hinintay namin ung kuya nya at umuwi sila.. di naman xa grounded.. pinagsabihan lang xa.

PAZAWAY TALAGA13