Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I’ve held them till I’m blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I’d keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that’s holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I’m just learning,
Learning the art of letting go.
Try to say it’s over
Say the word goodbye.
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can’t set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we’ll be friend’s forever more
Wish I could open up that door
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that’s holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I’m just learning,
Learning the art of letting go
Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through
the pain of one more day
Without you
Where do I start, to live my life alone?
I guess I’m learning, only learning,
Learning the art of letting go.
hay grabe… ewan q ba.. bat gising pa me hanggang ngaion. di na naman me natulog. saklap naman! panget na nga papanget pa lalo dahil sa eyebag.
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well.. nagikot aq sa friendster.. dami q nakita.. ung mga ex’s ng mga kaibigan q.. then i read lots of testi… ung iba nakakaingit sa sweet at galing sa ingles, iba naman pa-twitums, maraming nag papakyut, sobrang dami rin ng pa-pampam. iba naman gagawa ng testi tapos sila din maghihinge..
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and then tinopak aq…
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saklap! may isang tao aqng hinanap.. she’s an old friend [yeah i included her to my list... kahit na may hinanakit aq sa kanya] hinalukay q lahat ng taong involve sa kanya.. at kanina q lang xa nahanap. imagine…. 4 hours aq naghanap.
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ewan q ba kung anu sumapi sakin at hinanap q pa xa. kung tutuusin isa sya sa mga dahilan kung bakit ang dami kong tanong sa mundo.. way back 3rd yr.. grabe na talaga! although ilang yrs na nakalipas pero di q parin nakalimutan un… SHE’s the reason kung bakit nag simula akong mag-doubt sa isang tao..
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how i hate her so much.. kahit na alam q na she was just a part of the situation..
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how i hate the world! kilala q ang sarili q… alam q maloko lang aq pero di aq masama.. i dont want to curse people.. [eventhough it runs in my blood.. hehehe]. i dont want to take revenge… and im not a warfreak..
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juice qow! isang walang kwenta lang ang dahilan… anak ng–!
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as i remember.. 7:25 am… shit!
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and then the next few months… i found my self infront of the computer, spendin’ almost of my time searching for something just to ruin another else’s life.. and i’ve done it perfectly according to what ive planed! silly bitch!
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tapos e2 q ngaion… sinisingil ng konsensya q.. how i wish di q na ginawa un.. that i made ones life miserable..
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then i found out everything she told me was true… naman.. how can i say sorry???
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basta! if u think na ikaw toh… then im sorry… really really sorry.
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hehehehehehe! pero maldita parin aq! ;p~
Neither away nor asleep
Dwell somewhere in between
Neither someone or something
Be it life alone
I walk it like a park
Half real, half fancy
A million tonight
A million to fight
A million to light
A million is right
Chorus:
Yonder wails on my sleeve
In the arms of make-believe
Sleep will set you free
In the arms of make-believe
In the arms that let me be
Abide by a dreamer's flight
Cheater misfit on high
Alone in the landscapes
Periwinkle skies
A worried pretender passes me by
A million tonight
A million to light
A million to fight
You cannot define happiness in one word.. Not a simple sentence either. Sometimes you need lots of self-actualization just to know if you’re really happy. Not just because you laughing’ you can already say that your really into it.
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I was so disappointed knowing that the person you wanted to buildup in a right place in a good manner doesn’t cooperates… Although it’s not my real business, I’m just doing this as a gratitude to my papa [tito] and parent’s for every single cent they’ve spent for college.
Every single day I spent in fucking nursing class just for the benefits of other is a total shit! In fact all my dreams are being wasted because of being "mabait at maintindihin".
Damn life! I sacrifice everything just for the others and yet all my efforts were all just nothing at the end.
Oh really Thanks to yah!
